love

noun, verb, loved, lov·ing. –noun

1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3. sexual passion or desire.
4. a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.
5. (used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?
6. a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.
7. i don’t get it. it all looks so easy why you are able to define it. but yet .. theres so many many many different versions. and yes so they do have a lot of them down but it goes further then that. my sexual passion or desire “LOVE” for this person is not the same and for that one .. and my feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection as for a … friend “LOVE” is not the same from one friend to the next. where do these people get off thinking that they can define something like this is just a few short words. oddly enough this came about with a bit of jealousy

jeal·ous·y –noun, plural -ous·ies for 4.

1. jealous resentment against a rival, a person enjoying success or advantage, etc., or against another’s success or advantage itself.
2. mental uneasiness from suspicion or fear of rivalry, unfaithfulness, etc., as in love or aims.
3. vigilance in maintaining or guarding something.
4. a jealous feeling, disposition, state, or mood.

and this jealousy had nothing to do with a sexual desire or a deep affaction for this person .. i don’t know what it was caused by.

dominance issues maybe??

dom·i·nance

[dom-uh-nuhns] –noun

1. rule; control; authority; ascendancy.
2. the condition of being dominant.
3. Psychology. the disposition of an individual to assert control in dealing with others.
4. Animal Behavior. high status in a social group, usually acquired as the result of aggression, that involves the tendency to take priority in access to limited resources, as food, mates, or space.
5. Neurology. the normal tendency for one side of the brain to be more important than the other in controlling certain functions, as speech and language.

i don’t feel like i had enough control over the situation therefore it has manifested it’s self into some kind of sick … not obsession .. but .. a sick fixation with the before mentioned individual. but not even that. i don’t know what it is. but i get the feeling that my life would be easier if everyone would just .. vanish.

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June 9, 2008 / 1:40 pm
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